The Perfect Me

What is wrong with me?
Constantly seeking acceptance.
Constantly trying to hide.
When did I lose myself?
Then again, did I like myself?
Did I enjoy being lonely?
Did I enjoy being obsessive over specifics?
Did I enjoy holding onto my own world?
I did.

But..I miss myself. Sometimes.
I see bits and pieces.
I'm excited, but scared.
If I come back, will they hate me?
Is it worth it?
Will I lose whatever friends i think I have?
Do I want to reach my potential?
Yes. I want to be both sides of me.
The perfect me.