Twice Broken-Hearted

My heart was never gold.
Still, I understood it all,
everything I was told.
That you didn't love me anymore,
just couldn't say it,
not with those words.
I was just a point in your score,
a score of broken hearts.

You promised me:
No more tears no more pain.
And here I am,
heart broken again.
You told me to be strong,
and when you left I saw,
that you have sold
your soul for the devil.

I wish I could let you go,
but there is this something,
holding on to you.
It can't be love anymore,
I am hurt.
You hurt me.
But I cannot lie to myself.
You were my true love.

Maybe we just were meant to go different paths.
But, if you ever come to ask
for me to be yours again,
I am not going to be a task,
left undone.
I am strong enough to say no.