See-Saw

You have the power to light up my whole world,
You have the power to create beauty in my eyes.
You can make the darkest rooms bright,
You can make me feel free.

You have the power to darken my days,
You have the power to destroy what is created.
You can make me feel helpless and diluted.
You can make me feel chained.

What do I do when nothing seems real?
what do I do when nothing is easy?
I can't think properly with you near me.
I can't breathe deeply when I can't feel you.
♠ ♠ ♠
This is about caring for someone who isn't good for you, and hurts you time and time again. But still feeling drawn to them and inevitably taking them back when you know you shouldn't.