Nevermore, Neverless
It's hard,
to find the words floating in my head.
It's hard,
to bring back the past, full of broken dreams and painful memories.
To know,
that all you did in the end, was break every fiber of my being.
I've been stuck,
like a lost soul, searching for the gate to paradise.
And here I am,
trying to drag my own feet to higher ground.
Yet,
I find myself, getting lost in the misery of my own anger and hatred.
In which,
boils my blood and doubt fills my vein.
There will never be a time,
where I can understand why you decided to turn against me.
I beg,
I beg that everything you destroyed, to rebuild.
All I want,
is to be happy, and let another person to love me.
With no fear.
to find the words floating in my head.
It's hard,
to bring back the past, full of broken dreams and painful memories.
To know,
that all you did in the end, was break every fiber of my being.
I've been stuck,
like a lost soul, searching for the gate to paradise.
And here I am,
trying to drag my own feet to higher ground.
Yet,
I find myself, getting lost in the misery of my own anger and hatred.
In which,
boils my blood and doubt fills my vein.
There will never be a time,
where I can understand why you decided to turn against me.
I beg,
I beg that everything you destroyed, to rebuild.
All I want,
is to be happy, and let another person to love me.
With no fear.