Suicide

Flying high above the blue
Racing through white and reaching for gold
Infanint, exhilarating
Perfect harmony

I start to dip into the icy darkness
Breath freezing, bone chilling
Dark monsters hide
Not under the bed, but in my head

Dragging me down to the gates of hell
I'm trying to climb out
To find the light
But I've sold my soul to the devil

Shook his hand
Looked into the angry eyes
Stuck here forever
I've set my fate

I curl up to keep warm
Who knew this hell was so cold
No fire, just ice
No warmth

I scream for help
But no one can hear
I cry
But no one can find me

I'm drowning in a pit of dispair
Suffocating, no breathing
Clawing at the smooth stone
Trying to escape into happiness

I went to far
Sunk to deep
I need help
But I won't let anyone near enough to help pull me through

I can't do it alone
I admit defeat
I lie down for the last time
This is where I have my final sleep

Trying to keep my sanity
As my time creeps closer
Eyes shutting
Breath slowing

The knife has done her job
Took me past the point of survival
You hear the ambulance in the distance
But than all goes quiet, and all you can hear

Is my suicide lullaby