Anger...

I can feel myself about to lose control,
I'm going to scream,
I swear to god I'm not afraid to hit you.
I don't care what happens,
just SHUT THE FUCK UP!
Stop crying,
I feel bad after I hit or yell at you.
For God's sake your only a child, a baby.
3 months you've been here and I feel
like I'm not your big sister.
I might hurt you, but i promise baby brother,
I'll always love you.
I'm sorry if I hit you, I don't mean to hurt you...
But you cry and cry and never shut up!
My anger gets the best of me...
I'm so sorry and I promise to try and control it, I really do
But if I hit you again,
I swear I'll never forgive myself...
It's just the anger that's inside me.