Falling To Sleep

Everything has been messed up
since it was my heart
it can stop beating, but now its
about to start
Love has no patients, let alone a mind
love can be dead, it has no time.

Laying on the floor, door wide open, my eyes wide awake
as I sit there wondering about my greatest mistakes
screaming and yelling only 4 steps away
its has become too dull, too painful to see
too shameful to forget, pity on me

How can I love when my heart made of glass broke.
Its better to leave it be than to fix it with my time.
With my time that I have, its wasted on regret.
Then those words pop into my mind.
If I am not here, for I will not fret.

Like a train, its what I jump in front of.
I'm stuck on saving you, I forgot to save me.
How can help you see light when i'm in the dark,
blind and can't see.
What if I don't want to see anymore.
What if I don't want to think?
What if I already know my worst mistake?

What if I just go away?
I know its better than closing my eyes to stay.
I know it might get better, but I have been stuck on a sunny day.