Delusion

All these stupid stories and hiding away-
All these stupid games-
I realize, this is child's play.
I'm tired of this fire
Burning every place it's buried in,
Turning it to ash and the light gray.
I want to see I front of me.
I want to scream.
I want to say what I want to say,
And for you to tune in.
You can keep singing your stories
Keep playing your games,
But thus us who I really am,
And that's not going to make me stay.
I wont live in this delusion you live in,
Like hurting me is suppose to help me some way.
Fuck you for that;
We'll see soon (who we really are)
In time when decisions are made.
I'll say I'm sorry,
But not for what you want.
Who else is going to say it any way?
I know I did wrong,
Yet you're like the fire I tried burying within.
You'll keep burning too long;
Burning until it's too late.
This, I hope I'm wrong,
But who can judge fate?