All Is Fair in Love and War

If you break the rules of war and win.
Who will punish you?
Pointing my guns.
I can't take this down.
Love,I'll see you around.
I go on to another fool.
Drowning in this pool.
Can't you see my nerve has just dropped dead.
Songs drifted in my head.
Many with screaming and tears.
There is nothing to tone down my fears.
I start to cry.
I have no need to lie.
I don't want to hear reasons.
It leaves me open to treason.
I'm a new brand of lonelyness.
Just hope I don't miss.
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I seem really weak in this poem.