Lost Myself in This Broken Song

A razor blade won't undo what's done
The pain's too much it's already won
I've lost myself in this broken song
Playing on repeat
I must sing along
Pain and loss
Dread and fear
Come on darling there's so much to hear
Cries and wails
Shots that sail
And pierce my broken heart
I've lost the battle
I can't win the war
My faith is brittle
I've got nothing to live for
I've lost myself in this broken song
Playing on repeat
I must sing along
Pain and loss
Dread and fear
Come on darling there's so much to hear
Cries and wails
Shots that sail
And pierce my broken heart
The fear it holds me
Ties me down
It's already broken me
Another jewel to its glassy crown
All for none and none for all
Eventually we all will fall
The pain will end
Death will call
And all we are is broken souls
Lost in passing
this eternal toll
I've lost myself in this broken song
Playing on repeat
I must sing along
Pain and loss
Dread and fear
Come on darling there's so much to hear
Cries and wails
Shots that sail
And pierce my broken heart
Don't try to fix me
It's far to late
They already broke me
Used me as bait
If anything just break me further
I don't like change so why even bother
I don't want the help so it doesn't even matter
I've lost myself in this broken song
Playing on repeat
I must sing along
Pain and loss
Dread and fear
Come on darling there's so much to hear
Cries and wails
Shots that sail
And pierce my broken heart
You can't help me if I won't cooperate
I know I should
But they're my choices
and i won't let you dictate
I want the end to come
I want to quit the game
It's only fair for some
So hear me out
Just let me say
Maybe just maybe could we even the plane?
All I see is a life easy for few
And harder for the larger slew
This doesn't seem right but it is what it is
So fuck the system Im done with this.
I've lost myself in this broken song
Playing on repeat
I must sing along
Pain and loss
Dread and fear
Come on darling there's so much to hear
Cries and wails
Shots that sail
And pierce my broken heart