So Close and Still So Far

If you hear me, please stop.
If you feel me, don't go.
I just want to ask you some things,
things I don't know how to say...

If i look, just stay there
if you see me, smile please.

I don't know why
you're not even mine
never been mine
but you see,
you standing there
and me looking at you
makes me feel so alive,

I don't know why
you're not even mine
never been mine
but you see,
I'll just keep it here,
here in my heart
that you're so close
and still so far...

If i cry, don't ask why
I might not have the strength to tell you why.
If you go, don't look back.
I don't want you to see the pain in my heart

Don't give me the feeling like i don't exist,
like someone else is making you smile.

I don't know why
you're not even mine
never been mine
but you see.
I wake up every morning
with you in my mind
cry myself to sleep
in a sad , cold night

Why do you do that to me.

Why do you make me feel
like you love me
and i don't really matter at same time.

I don't know why
You're not even mine
never been mine
but you see,
this pain in my heart
is as deep as the sea
but whatever it is,
i hope you'll be fine
without me.