Undertaken.

I'm with my friends, my dear companions...
Alone and breathing, but not at once.
Biting bullet fingernails....
Doing stunts that they will ask.

I'm with my friends, my favorite brothers....
Speaking and breathing, no more than twice.
Sucking in their alluring gasp.
Inside their nervous, hopeless grasp.

I think I hear them calling me...
Screaming, breathing, all together.
Motioning the soil down...
To drown me in this sorrowed weather.