Hero

Can we restart? Give ne someone new, I want see
how I am without you. I try and I try, its never enough.
She can get away with a family's love.
I'm not sick, nor am I deaf.
My mental health isn't the best.

You say i lie and that I'm fine.
If you stepped into my shoes
like me, you would want to die.

Knowing you're alone and no one cares,
is the hardest thing to bear.
I'm tired of running to catch up.
You never notices I was there.

I stood behind your backs trying to see,
but you pushed me out of the way,
to the side, and down the street.
I used to find beauty and hope in all things.
Now its become gray and I've grown bitter.

My heart grew darker within the months
that we shared. I was the hero and I was there.
When a hero needs a hero no one is cares.
Why encourage life when you're the cause of
the cry.

Where do they go when the hero dies?