I Won't Stand

I hope you're happy in all your pride
As inconsistent as the tide
They change but break upon the shore
But unto me whom canst take more
My journey from sand I should think done
Was one full of heartache once begun
Take mind, for this trek was no easy task
As it wasn't one for which I'd ask
However, I did not ask, but hope
For you waiting for me at the end of my rope
But no, once more you let me down
Without even the courtesy of a sympathy frown
Your smile cuts deep with every grin
For it mirrors the bliss in which you've been
You happily live whilst I grovel in pain
As you won't let me be happy nor be the same
I long for the familiar scent of home
And not for the dust of this pile pile of bone
I'm reduced to this, your image of me:
That crazy and strange is all I can be
What didst thou expect in times like this:
To be like you, ignorant in my bliss?
How dare you believe fake thoughts of I
And to think that for your love I did try
I bid you farewell through pushed back tears
As you're the same as all the ones of passed years
So go live in your lie, I wish you the best
For I won't stand being thought of as a pest