Feelings of a Child

I'm tired of all the tricks
the unsatisfied emotions
being left out and thrown away
this hurt is only tearing up my pain

truth be told nothing can break me
but only rip me apart
let the joking aside and be true to yourself
i cant let that down

people tell me dont be that way
trust the heart and not the brain
either one is telling me no

In my words I speak
On my feet I stand
In music I feel free to take a step
In art I speak my thoughts
My writing I triumph over my feelings
thats when things stop for a second
I look back and breath
smile and let everything go

but a dark cloud keeps hovering over
taking all my happiness out
devouring my soul
and tricking my mind into blackness

Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I pout
But you will never get me to shout
I'm a feble soul that never gets old

Take me home to where I belong
I don't want to be left alone