I Miss Him.

Rain falls in the shadows
and pierces my skin.
It's pointy like an arrow,
and it washes away the sins.

The bright moon lights the darkness,
the abyss is so steep.
I feel so heartless,
I can barely sleep.

I wish I could feel something,
anything at all.
Pain,despair or sadness.
anything,just don't let me fall.

I look outside the window,
the sky turned black.
I guess I'm a lonely widow,
until he finally comes back.

Will you stay away?
I wanted you with me.
Why don't you stay
so we can both be finally free?

I guess I will forget
you loved me one day.
Because while you fight the war
all I do alone is pray.