The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Emotions are a hard thing to control,
just when you think they're ready to roll,
your heart decides to trick you.
Leaving you to think "now what do I do?"
I keep in mind- be thankful for what you have,
but that's a hard thing to say, every time something goes bad.
I just want it to end, I really do.
I just want to stop, stop liking you.
What am I supposed to say, when someone says your name?
Tears rushing down my face, it was all just a game.
Lie after lie, with no remorse.
The love I had for you, it was a feeling I continued to force.
I deserve so much better, I truly do.
So why can't I stop? Stop loving you.
It isn't fair to me,
You're keeping me from what I could be.
It's time you know how I truly feel.
This whole "loving you" thing, it's about to get real.
We except the love we think we deserve.
So for you, a goodbye is all I have to serve.