In Love with Misery

There's a letter written on the wall
Written in blood.
Your hearts on your sleeve
and you're left all alone.

I could say I cared,
could say that I love you
But that would be a lie
and I try my best to be honest.

You're falling apart every day
You feel worthless,
pathetic,
rejected.

You deserve it.

Look at what you did to me,
look at what you made me.
You deserve to be alone,
To never feel love.

I gave you all I had,
you never returned the favour.
I realized today,
I never loved you anyway.

I loved all you did,
the pain, the hate, the shame.
I fell in love with the misery
you never knew a thing about chivalry.

You use to be so sweet,
now you're a menace.
Selfish and desperate.
Can't live without hurting someone.

You'll realize what you lost,
maybe not anytime soon.
but you'll notice soon enough
that noone will give what I gave to you.

and when you do, I won't be there.
I'll be happy.