HeadSick

Walking home, all alone.
No where to hide, no where to go.
Walking down the cold dark street.
When i was dragged right off my feet.
Two big men, took me away.
Another driving, ignoring what i say.
"Shut up bitch, you're ours tonight".
Said the first man in sight.
"And when we're done, we'll kill you alright".
Said the other, holding a knife.
I screamed, kicked, and tried opening the door.
Doing what ever so they couldnt score.
One held me down and ripped at my clothes.
While the other cut up my clothes.
I kept screaming, i kept fighting.
The driver, ignored me, it was frightening.
I must have kicked one to piss him off.
Cuz he cut up my leg after cutting my clothes off.
They got my pants ripped enough.
Went down and noticed they couldnt do much.
Tore my cath out like it was nothing.
I bled all over, and felt like nothing.
Worthless, i felt hopeless.
Wondering what i did to deserve this.
Being covered in blood didnt seem to stop them.
I actually think it brought more to them.
I kicked and screamed, but would not cry.
I wouldnt give up, i wasnt going to die.
After being beat and cut up more, i started to loose hope.
Than they slowed down the car, and i started to choke.
I felt his hand inside of me.
I flipped out and started to scream.
I managed to kick myself free.
Got out of that damn car and heard them flee.
Clothes flapped in the wind, held together just by threads.
I started to get lightheaded, from all that i bled.
To this day i see every detail, hear it all.
But remember, i was strong enough to live through it all.