plague.

you plague my mind
you consume my thoughts
im not sure if im more afraid of
ignoring you or approaching you
because you are the one who holds my heart
and my fate
and every move you make activates something deep within me
you're a cut that won't heal
a memory i can't erase
a stain i can't clean
but though you plague me you bring me
an unexplainable joy and my
heart swells at the sound of your name
so you've left me at a crossroads
where i wander in hopes of
stumbling across your shine
once again