Flying High & Not Returning

You may think I'm crazy.
You want me evaluated.
Sharp tongue & Cold hearted.
Evil & Deformed.
Yeah, that's you.
Your words; your venom.
The roars you create are destructive.
Roars of a monster.
"Be normal for once"
Thats how you use your sharp tongue.
Such a deep blue.
Such a cold blue.
Your red eyes try see through me.
Pierce through my shell.
The red eyes show me the blood thirst in you.
Seeking agony & pain from me.
"You're such a failure"
Your orange claws burn at me.
Deep orange like flames.
Barbaric & Chaotic.
Your heart was once filled with pink warmth.
Now filled with black heaviness.
Black like the darkest hour of night.
You roar once more,
" Stop being worthless!"
I roar back,
" I am me!"
I rest my head from a hard battle.
Feeling tired, feeling trapped.
Feeling abused, feeling lied to.
I want to dream.
Dream to the stars & shine bright.
I want to fly high.
Fly higher then eagles do.
I want to be strong.
Like an ant lifting a pebble.
So I'm leaving...
Your blue tongue.
Your red eyes.
Your orange claws
Your black heart.
I'm letting go of your monstrous self.
Letting go of your assembly line.
No more blue prints.
No more tools to fix my dreams.
I'm flying high & not returning