Does He Love Me?

I learned to not care,to not care for you.
I learned to walk away,I don't care what you do.
But if I can ask you something,it'll be one thing.
Is there a powerful reason for you to hate me?

I know I am cold and selfish.
I know all of this information.
But you signed your death wish,
it'll leave a terrible sensation.

Now I got my final question:
Does God love me
or am I just a pawn in the game?
An idiot you can master,
a puppet with no name.

This equals disaster,that much I know.
But I don't have much of an option.
Just to go with the flow.