All alone

I’m running out of reasons to stay.
Everyone seems to hate me.
I don’t know where I stand in life anymore,
the line has long faded.
I never knew what pain was,
until I was pushed into this black hole of nothingness.
I thought I could trust everyone,
but now they proved me wrong.
I’m so confused.
The pain I feel inside is like a stain that won’t come off.
I feel trapped as these walls are closing in on me.
No one seems to notice,
no one seems to care.
I’ve stopped believing in myself long ago.
No one understands,
I never understood.
The pain inside is breaking me,
into a thousand pieces of glass.
The blade driving deeper into my wrist,
when I think about the past.
I'm hopeless,
and all alone.