Our Curse Given

I can see everything.
I notice all the little things.
I try not to worry.
I try not to see the bad,
But it's a curse.
If you see pieces,
You're doomed to see into eternity.

It was the choice that they made for us.
And when I saw our end.
I tried to pretend it wasn't real.
It was hard to learn,
That I couldn't help the future.
It was hard to give up.

If I could take it back,
I'd still see it.
Somewhere haunting deep in my head.
I tried all that I could the first time.
I couldn't take it back.
I still wouldn't try.