zombie.

i'd tell you i'd die for you
but im already dead
i'd tell you i love you
but my mind can't comprehend it's meaning
i'd tell you you're the only one
but im afraid you're already someone else's
so i settle for admiring you from afar
poems created and discarded
letters written but never sent
as i spend every waking moment
trying to remember when i broke you, little lamb
and when your heart shriveled up and died
as the world threw its stones
and aimed for your head
but a day hasn't passed where i haven't grown to love you more
and though the words between us are deaf to the world
and are lost to me
you're still my heart, little lamb
and i'd tell you everything a lover should
as soon as i find a way to fix you
and all the things i've broken
between us
♠ ♠ ♠
for m, because im fixing things. trying to, at least.