I Remember When

I remember when you held my hand
and I thought it was so sweet because
nothing like that had ever happened to me before
I remember when you tried to kiss me for the millionth time
and I thought it was so sweet because
you kept trying and I kept telling you no
I remember when you put your hand on my thigh
and I thought it was so awkward because
no one had ever done that and you knew I had told you not to.
I remember when you finally got your way
and you had too much spit in your mouth
and I wouldn't let you hold my hand after that
and I wouldn't go anywhere with you after that
and I thanked whatever God there is
that I never let you go farther than that