skin and bones

i love laying in bed in
the middle of the night;
12:17am to be exact

i love laying in the
foetal position;
half naked

right arm hooked
around my neck;
exploring the point
where my spine begins

left arm wrapped
around my stomach;
hand on the right side
of my ribcage; breathing
in and out

i feel my bones
i feel the thinness of my skin

but
i am
still
not
skin
and
bones
enough