Pain

Can't they see the pain behind my eyes,
And the strain behind my smile.
I'm barley living,
So close to dying.
I've stopped believing in dreams,
Because my dreams turned into nightmares.
My nightmares consist of broken people,
A family that never belonged.
There's a family living,
But close to insanity,
If not there already.
They didn't fit the status,
So they hid from the world.
But the nightmare doesn't end there.
The girl,
The one so much like me.
She dies.
Hung by a rope from the tree inside her dreams.
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I'm so close.