This is it .....

So I gues this is how life is.
I find happiness then something bad happens and suddenly everything falls apart
I thought the last time four years go was the last time I would feel so lost.
I've prayed and I've cried but I feel like I'm floating
This is it... This is my life... This is my punishment for all the things I've done in life.
No one knows the truth behind these tears, the truth from all these years but that's ok I'm good at pretending nothing happened and that nothing is ending.