Every Lifetime

I don't know what to do,
You got me so confused.
You are ripping me in two,
half of me is happy,
the other half is dying inside.

One minute you love me,
the next your telling me lies,
everytime I look into your eyes I can see all the lies it's like ex-ray vision.
I want to scream at night, asking god "why, why is he doing this to me".
We were so happy but then you brought her in our lives.

She's tearing us apart and you don't even realize,
can you hear my cries at night?
Sometimes I think your choosing her over me and it's hurting me inside,
don't you realize?
Don't you see how much pain I'm in when I see you guys laughing and smiling at each other,
you're pushing me aside,
I'm hurting ininside.

Our past is catching up to us,
I don't know what path to take.
One way is all the happy thoughts,
the other way is all the regrets.
You're asking me how much I love you but maybe I should start asking you if you love her more then me.

It seems to me you love her more then you would ever love me.

Stop all your games, I know there all lies,
Why are you making cry?

I'm so confused my mind is telling me lies,
I just want to cry.
Heart breaks they come and go every life time.