I Guess

I didn't mean to hurt you
Now I'm hurting me
Loss I can't deal with
Tears flow like the sea

I don't want to miss you
I don't want to cry
I don't want to feel this any more
I, I, I

It hurts too much to think
I hurt too much to feel
Anything else, I wonder
If this is for real

Life ends like the sun ends the night
With its bright and beautiful light
But knowing the darkness must come again
I just can't say that I am alright

I love you, I miss you
No really, I did
But I can't keep pretending
Too long have I hid

And to think that I of all people
Was doing you wrong
You told me you loved me
You lied, for how long?

The knot in my stomach
The knife in my chest
To cut your name from my skin
And hope for the best
I guess