I Love(d) You
I don't know why,
I ever trusted you.
You've made me cry,
only true because I cared too much.
You used me for pure entertainment,
I used you to feel loved.
You said I lied,
but if I did? then what did you do?
This Is partially my fault,
you're mainly to blame.
I have to say, that I am ashamed,
for believing we were better,
but it was just for your fun,
and now my head is just fucked.
I sit and think, while flushing my tears,
they all disappear the more I blink.
I closed my eyes, and seen you there.
I saw you standing, alone with her.
I still love you, I really do.
Why did it take this,
a blade and my wrist,
a note with my writing, my words,
For you to know?
I ever trusted you.
You've made me cry,
only true because I cared too much.
You used me for pure entertainment,
I used you to feel loved.
You said I lied,
but if I did? then what did you do?
This Is partially my fault,
you're mainly to blame.
I have to say, that I am ashamed,
for believing we were better,
but it was just for your fun,
and now my head is just fucked.
I sit and think, while flushing my tears,
they all disappear the more I blink.
I closed my eyes, and seen you there.
I saw you standing, alone with her.
I still love you, I really do.
Why did it take this,
a blade and my wrist,
a note with my writing, my words,
For you to know?