Bloodshot

i feel something
shifting in me
something dark
locked under my ribs
this paranoia, this rage
is boiling under my skin
fueling the hatred inside
i don't know if
i can control
myself much longer
everything is slipping
through my grasp
how can it be that
when i see your face
i hold so much
aching love for you
but
at the same time
i wanna see you
fall apart until
there's nothing left
i forgave but
i did not forget
with bloodshot eyes
i'll face the day
watch your step lover
i'll make you fucking pay