Perhaps

Although it's been some time
I've been thinking about us, you see
About how the blame fell upon one
And it was you, never me

But a new light has been shown down
On all we were before
A new recollection of the past, perhaps
Where we don't live anymore

Perhaps I was a little blind
To the cracks in us I made
Or the way I was never there for you
Or the way I pushed you away

Perhaps I wasn't quite
The image I'd hoped to be
And acted much more like the person
Who is, thankfully, no longer me

Yes, perhaps it was all your fault
Or really not at all
For the way we fell apart
For the big things, nor the small

And perhaps I'll show you this one day
My apology, my try
I'm sorry that I broke us
And that it took so long to realize

I'm sorry I was such a pain
But I'm glad you stuck around
And maybe realizing the wrong that's been done
Is what growing up is all about