Ashes With Scratches

i burn in ashes.
you look at me and all you see are scratches.
i burn myself, i cut myself.
but the only thing i dont do is love myself.
you cuss me out and expect me to back down.
and walk away with a frown.
im done with these childish games.
im done walking road of shame.
i might commit crimes. and do drugs.
but i will never put a hole in me with shotgun slugs.
im walking away from this pain.
this life is for me to gain.
im done living in shame.
your the one to blame.
call me a name. not your little whore.
stop pushing my head through the door.
let me leave.
let me live.
but most of all.
let me believe