My Love

My love,
Why are you so cruel?
Each passing glare, I freeze.
My heart turning into ice.

I don’t understand.
Even though you put me through hell,
Turning my sadness into rage,
My heart still yearin for you.

Hate playing this childish game!
I know better than roll the dice
But yet I want to win.
Win something that’s untouchable.

My love, why?
Why did you do this to me?
Never care before about another,
But why do I care now?

Sometimes I wish I never knew.
To never meet, to feel things that I hate.
You were my world, my everything,
Now turn to a never ending blizzard.

The memories you left, lingers in my mind.
Never ending movie, crushing my soul.
Can’t cry no more, frozen tight.
Frozen heart breaking deep inside.

My love,
Even though you’re not mine no more.
My heart is still with you.
And even though I want it back
I’m scared to ask.

All my wish, dreams
Burning to ashes.
I no longer play the game.
No longer want another soul.

My love,
Through you turn away,
I want you happy.
Even that means losing you.

I want you!
A mouth to the flame.
The flame to bright and hot
The mouth foolish with burning wings.

Though I remove the evidences.
One still remain, and yet can’t be removed
Wearing a mask can hide the face,
But can’t hide the pain and scares.

My love,
I've wonder?
Why you are not effected?
Was I your other half?

Though I put this mask,
And be strong and alive
But inside I’m your foolish mouth
Dying in the grass with burnt wings.