The monster inside

There we were
Stuck in that moment
Your skin against mine
Our breathing heavy
Lust filled the air
A sharp inhale
My lack of control was becoming apparent

Suddenly
You pushed away
And I pulled you closer
You were powerless against me
I didn't want to stop
You were so innocent
I couldn't resist

Our eyes met
You were scared
And I stopped
An unspoken agreement
You stopped me
Not with your words
But with your eyes

I wanted you
More than life itself
I could have forced you
Like I did the others
I could have hurt you
I was so strong
You were so weak

What was it
What about you made me stop
Why couldn't I control you
Why couldn't I manipulate you
How could you make me so powerless
How did you stop the monster inside
Who are you

Savannah
That's who you are
♠ ♠ ♠
This poem means a lot to me. She was the first one to stop me in my tracks. The first one to escape the monster inside me.