The monster inside
There we were
Stuck in that moment
Your skin against mine
Our breathing heavy
Lust filled the air
A sharp inhale
My lack of control was becoming apparent
Suddenly
You pushed away
And I pulled you closer
You were powerless against me
I didn't want to stop
You were so innocent
I couldn't resist
Our eyes met
You were scared
And I stopped
An unspoken agreement
You stopped me
Not with your words
But with your eyes
I wanted you
More than life itself
I could have forced you
Like I did the others
I could have hurt you
I was so strong
You were so weak
What was it
What about you made me stop
Why couldn't I control you
Why couldn't I manipulate you
How could you make me so powerless
How did you stop the monster inside
Who are you
Savannah
That's who you are
Stuck in that moment
Your skin against mine
Our breathing heavy
Lust filled the air
A sharp inhale
My lack of control was becoming apparent
Suddenly
You pushed away
And I pulled you closer
You were powerless against me
I didn't want to stop
You were so innocent
I couldn't resist
Our eyes met
You were scared
And I stopped
An unspoken agreement
You stopped me
Not with your words
But with your eyes
I wanted you
More than life itself
I could have forced you
Like I did the others
I could have hurt you
I was so strong
You were so weak
What was it
What about you made me stop
Why couldn't I control you
Why couldn't I manipulate you
How could you make me so powerless
How did you stop the monster inside
Who are you
Savannah
That's who you are
♠ ♠ ♠
This poem means a lot to me. She was the first one to stop me in my tracks. The first one to escape the monster inside me.