Say Hello Dear

What if tonight's the night?
The night I give up the fight.

I grab some pills,
20 or so,
close my eyes,
feel myself go.

Write a goodbye,
short & bitter.
Soon I'll be known as the quitter.

Feel my body start to fail,
vision disappears & skin turns pale.

My lungs begin to cave,
I gasp my final breath.
Say hello dear,
to your new best friend death.