To A Boy

To a boy
Who everyone knows
He's the one I've liked
for years on end.

To a boy
Who was forbidden
He's the best friends brother
That never wanted me

To a boy
Who now notices me
He's suddenly interested
Texting him for hours

To a boy
Who has changed for me
He's sober
No more drugs

To a boy
Who is jealous of my exes
He's innocent with me
Not matching reputation

To a boy
Who has more secrets then I knew
He's honest with me
Or so I thought

To a boy
Who's sister had to tell me
He's hooked up with his friend
Before he knew me

To a boy
Who confuses me
He still sees her
But is it as friends or more

To a boy
Who says he would cheat
He seems honest enough
Why am I still concerned?

To a boy
Who means the worlds to me
He has forever
Why aren't I happy yet?