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Suicide suicide suicide suicide
Ahhh fuck me
I can’t get it out my head
Where was I miss lead
How did I end up here?
Where this thought of ending it all
Letting my body fall
Is an good idea
No its more than that its an obsession
That I feel like I could learn a lesson
With that cold steely blade running across my skin
Feeling every snag and tear as blood of a dark crimson red
Flows down my wrist and stains the floor
With my sin
To begin
Only to end
What life is this?
So cruel
Bound by these rules
Of time and decay
At the end of the day
Were all dead anyway
So why does it matter
If I live or die
I ask you why
But you prob just lie
And give me some bullshit reason why
Getting the courage to put this 44. Mag barrel in between my dried chapped lips
Feeling the cold barrel become warm as the taste of gun powder fills my mouth
Safety off
Hammer back
Inching my way slowly placing my finger upon the trigger
Closing my eyes
Exhaling air escapes my lungs
The sound of the gun echoes in the dark room
Ahhh fuck me
I can’t get it out my head
Where was I miss lead
How did I end up here?
Where this thought of ending it all
Letting my body fall
Is an good idea
No its more than that its an obsession
That I feel like I could learn a lesson
With that cold steely blade running across my skin
Feeling every snag and tear as blood of a dark crimson red
Flows down my wrist and stains the floor
With my sin
To begin
Only to end
What life is this?
So cruel
Bound by these rules
Of time and decay
At the end of the day
Were all dead anyway
So why does it matter
If I live or die
I ask you why
But you prob just lie
And give me some bullshit reason why
Getting the courage to put this 44. Mag barrel in between my dried chapped lips
Feeling the cold barrel become warm as the taste of gun powder fills my mouth
Safety off
Hammer back
Inching my way slowly placing my finger upon the trigger
Closing my eyes
Exhaling air escapes my lungs
The sound of the gun echoes in the dark room