Dear... Please Look a Little Closer

day one pop
day two pop....(sigh)
day 382 pop....
every day i pop that pill just to try and smile
wipe away that single tear and just keep on tryin
no one wants to see her down so they make her pop
everyone is imberrised by her scars so the just run...
they say shes just a freak bucause they dont really know her
now she sits around this empty room with the blade dragging down
she just sits their and lets her blood run down no one knows this day
is her day her plan goes into action...
and so she leaves thease little notes
dear mom thank you for needing thoes pain pills
dear dad thanks for never understanding
dear brother i wish you a happy life knowing ill be happy to
dear friend please dont cry i love you i really do but i just need to be happy
dear school i hate you!
dear family i am now happy dear everyone else thank you for showing me how shitty life is and how amazing death is

sincerly,
your dead class mate