.

I've got blonder hair and a sick
taste for adventure lingering
in my throat along with stale
smoke and untold
lies
My fingers shake as i write this
unwilling passage in a fucking diary
trying to forget
the pang in my stomach
and the voices in my head
and the needle in my arm.
I'm not holding back tears because
I don't cry
All I want is to be the most beautiful
girl in the world.
heart of steel
and nails of gold
Gold doesn't rust and teeth
don't leave scars
My rooms a prison
caging me from within