Baby Steps
You are safer in my head
This way neither of us will wind up dead
Drifting off to sleep with sweet fantasies
Oh, how it tortures thee
I have woken, expecting your touch
It is tearing me apart, this newfound lust
Even though it rips into thee
I stare from a distance of safety
For if my hands reach you
They will disembowel with anger so true
I will destroy you with past demons, prominent regret
Something inside tells me not to give up just yet
These dreams must mean something
After all, how could someone like you mean nothing?
This way neither of us will wind up dead
Drifting off to sleep with sweet fantasies
Oh, how it tortures thee
I have woken, expecting your touch
It is tearing me apart, this newfound lust
Even though it rips into thee
I stare from a distance of safety
For if my hands reach you
They will disembowel with anger so true
I will destroy you with past demons, prominent regret
Something inside tells me not to give up just yet
These dreams must mean something
After all, how could someone like you mean nothing?
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this in a time where I thought all friends were true. I really liked this guy (the one I wrote about) and I asked her to talk to him for me. She ended up going behind my back and going out with him, not bothering to tell me a thing. Let's just say we're no longer friends...