To Think, I Could Have Said I'm Fine..
I could have lied about the tears and my eyes.
Pushed you away like I've always done..
And gone home and pulled the trigger on the gun.
I could have pretended to never read the text,
and changed whatever happened next.
Lied and erased it from my phone,
and spent the rest of this life alone.
I could have told you to go away,
That you've caused so much pain, so far anyway..
Told you to go, and to forget what you'd seen..
but the things you said cut right through me..
It opened up a door I'd left closed.
It woke the dragon and it arose..
You exposed something that had spent so long hidden..
in a part of my heart I'd left for forbidden.
You uncovered it, with the shine of your smile..
It had been so long, been such awhile..
But now it's new, shining bright..
and to think this started in just one night..
Pushed you away like I've always done..
And gone home and pulled the trigger on the gun.
I could have pretended to never read the text,
and changed whatever happened next.
Lied and erased it from my phone,
and spent the rest of this life alone.
I could have told you to go away,
That you've caused so much pain, so far anyway..
Told you to go, and to forget what you'd seen..
but the things you said cut right through me..
It opened up a door I'd left closed.
It woke the dragon and it arose..
You exposed something that had spent so long hidden..
in a part of my heart I'd left for forbidden.
You uncovered it, with the shine of your smile..
It had been so long, been such awhile..
But now it's new, shining bright..
and to think this started in just one night..
♠ ♠ ♠
So this is.. reaaaalllly bad.. but I had to post it, because it's important to me.. because I find it.. quite amusing, how things.. situations.. can turn around and change so quickly.. I find it so funny how something can be so bad.. so bleak.. but you end up getting the best.. the most important thing, from it.. It's like that one saying.. "It's hard to believe, the most amazing things can come from the most terrible nights.." and had that night not happened.. It's strange to think, this could have never happened..It makes you really glad it did.. (: