My light to come

Raped tortured and broken.
Never did I realize my voice spoken.
His cigarette burned the flesh on my back.
His knife penetrating my insides.
Cracked ribs from a boot
Little did I have enough guts to shoot.
An item was all I was to those men.
An obsession I was to him.
When something goes bump in the night
I fear for my family as I keep my loved ones out of sight.
As he breaks me away so do my morals.
No love to give a man.
No children to bare.
I hide my body with shame.
I still show everyone that I have a perfect angled frame.
Still no one I can please
I'm waiting for my light to come so I may release.