...Don't Let Her Win...

I can't stop crying these tears.
Don't know why they even fall.
They're soaking my pillow and my teddy bear.
Today I did good,
Smiled forever.
Was in the greatest mood til last block.
And now I'm home crying for nothing...
Once again,
These pointless tears...
Why won't they stop?
Why do I hurt for no apparent reason?
I have no reason to be like this.
I'm in the perfect relationship,
And there's nothing for me to be upset over.
Someone please,
Dry my tears,
Take them away,
Save them for another day.
Keep me calm,
Hide my pain,
Don't let me fall in the black again.
Don't let me become the emo and silent girl once more.
I don't want to be her,
I don't even wanna think about being her.
She attempted suicide five times,
And cut herself twenty-four/seven.
I've been crying for a week,
I'm getting more and more weak.
Someone give me strength.
Someone lift me up.
Someone end this pain,
Before I die inside and out.
Don't let her win....
No, don't let Emo Sabby win...