Realization

At first I was thinking
'I know everything about Jake. Now what would I buy him for a present?'
but then after thinking for a while, I realized that I have no idea what he would want.

I mean he literally must be the hardest person to read, like ever.
He's close to a closed book.
(More like open to the table of contents.
Where you know what he likes but to get to what he wants you have to go to the certain chapter
but hes stuck on that page)
So I was stuck between a rock and a hard place.

A few days pass, and It crosses my mind again.
So I think to myself,
'What the hell, let's give it another shot.'
So I started to think more and more of what he would want.
Tried to turn the page, wouldn't budge.

Then it hit me: Why do I have to dig deeper to find what I want to find?
Maybe the reason I can't find it is I'm not looking in the right spot.
Maybe the answer is obvious and right in from of me, like a title.
So I close the book and look at the cover.
It's blank, but I know exactly why.
He doesn't want anything fancy, or the most perfect present because he has what he wants and doesn't need anything else.
He has me.

That's when my memory kicked in and goes back in time to 6 months ago.
He already told me what he wanted if I ever got him a present.
Nothing.
Because he already had me and I was the most beautiful, perfectly imperfect, amazing person in the world and anything else he got would be a downgrade in comparison to me in his eyes.