Forgotten Love

It won't stop it jus won't stop that warm liquid continues to seep from her olive orbs..she promised she wouldn't do it again that thing that never does anything but disappoints her but she still stays with high hopes so each broken promise and false word she does it again she sleeps quietly beside you every night or so u think her small frame perfectly still as she waits for ur breathe to even the signal that you have fallen asleep..she slips out of her bed that you share and sulks in the bathroom corner the cold linoleum nipping at the bare skin that isn't covet by her thin pajamas..she breathes deeply and fishes for that release the blade that could help it all she hovers it over a fresh spot but then she realizes there isn't any space..jus scars and scratches from oldest to newest tracing down her arm..some healed some still partially bleeding salty tears falls into her cuts burning her but god it was pain she felt that sting is the only thing currently making her feel alive..beause of u she no longer worried about herself but u her life wasn't her own she lived for u and ur false promises...unbeknownst to her the door creakes I guess he felt the bed shift but expected her to b back but minutes turned to hours so he knew this wasn't a bathroom break..he opens the door to fine her frail form laying in the middle of the floor..she was breathing to his relief but barley he held her wondering what caused the blackout..then he seen it her beautiful fair skin was adorned wit small cuts from her wrist to her elbow..he sighed heavily at the unpleasant sight he checked the other arm the same but when he turned over her arm to find a msg "do u love me now"