See Me

When you see me
You dont really see ME
Just see the person
A stranger
Or a friend
Maybe an enemy
Or who you know of but dont know

You see the average colored brown hair
The blue eyes
A nose
A mouth
A light dust of freckles
Maybe the cloths
Or even the shoes if you are shy

But you dont see me
ME

You dont see the otherside
The inside
The secrets i choose to hide
Or the things nobody looks for
So nobody will find

You dont see the feeling
Or the thoughts
The emotions that tumble about me head
And heart

They dont know
About the scars
The ones on the inside
Remebered
Or the ones left on the skin
From the ones who hate
And break the broken
Hidded
A secret
A horror for no one to see

And they dont know about the girl inside
Who hides behind the mask of smiles
Fake
Who is covered with an iron blanket of sickly sweet happiness
Fake
The girl who laughs
The girl who makes jokes
The girl who takes the hate
The girl who cant stay angry
The girl who forgetts
The girl who doesnt care
The girl who forggives
The girl who talks to everyone

But they dont know how broken she is

So they pile on the hate

But it only makes it worse

The days she hides behind the mask and in the shell of the other girl

And they yell

And pick at her weak spots

Failure

Fuck-up

Skrew-up

Clutse

Ugly

Fat

Failure

Failure

Failurefailurefailurefailurefailurefailurefailurefailurefailure

Bacause when they see me
When you see me
You dont really see ME
You see the mask

What are hiding?