I Loved A Sad Girl Once

I loved a sad girl once,
but there wasn't much
in it for me.

I spoiled her rotten,
gave her
everything I had,
and in some respect, she
did the same for me --
but she didn't have much to give.

she wasn't ready to
fall in love, or
to show her heart to anyone
except maybe the devil.

we fucked like animals,
until she could no longer stand
the sight of me.
or the taste;
but she stuck around
a little longer

I never quite knew why;
I think she just wanted to be saved.